Tuesday, January 25, 2011

I Want to Listen to His Brain


Lately, B has been coming over to me while I nurse J and asks to "Listen to his brain." Ok? So then B puts his ear on J's little head and 'listens' for a minute. "Sounds good Mom." Ok. Good to know.

B is a funny duck. He thinks he's funny too. I however, do not appreciate his humor at times. Lately, he likes to call things and people "poo poo". For example, "Hey poo poo, I want some milk." "Oh its a poo poo." The inflection on how he says poo poo is strange, and I can't explain it. He is not referring to poo in general, he calls poop something else. He also likes to say poo poo a lot when we ask him to pray. I'm convinced he does this, just to anger me. I used to wash his mouth out when he said this poo poo thing, but it only increased the frequency in which he said it. Now he takes to laughing about it. "A poo poo, a poo poo, a poo poo, ha ha ha." Hmm. My dearest middle child. He also likes to make up songs about poo poo. They have nothing to do with poop. Just poo poo. Have I lost you, poo poo?

A couple of weeks ago, B was jumping on the couch and disobeyed his father's warnings to stop and continued jumping. The jumping ended when he jumped off and smashed his face onto the desk and split open his lip. We went to the E.R. and got in and out within an hour without stitches. It looked totally nasty, but has healed nicely.

B has also taken to ask me to play with him a lot. This didn't used to happen before J was born. I know he's struggling to get attention appropriately. It makes me sad that he may feel neglected or overlooked. I have created a middle child. Poor B'zle. I'm sorry little man.

He has a new obsession with Monster Trucks. Obsession may be an understatement. Both big boys play Monster Trucks all the time now. They have been to a MT Rally and Scott has DVR'd some on the t.v.. So now, not only do they know the trucks names, but the name of their drivers. B wakes up talking about them and goes to sleep talking about them. He demands to take them with him everywhere and demands to take them to bed. Once his collection of monster trucks is complete with him in bed and all is quiet, I hear them one by one drop on the floor randomly through out the night. It never fails by 4 am and all of them have fallen to the floor, I hear him calling me..."Mom! My monster trucks!"

B still has a great appetite and will eat or try most food. Lately, he has taken to eating raw carrots and celery (which do not bode well with his digestive system). He does not prefer sweets like Q does. He will eat a pound of bacon or sausage before eating a cinnamon bun.

I realized the other day, that B and I are a lot alike in personality. You never need to guess how either one of us feels about anything. Our emotions run high and are never masked. We lack patience and often tact. And wow! I do not like these qualities that we share. I must be annoying.

B is a great kid. We went out to dinner a while ago, just him and me. I was blown away by what a sweet and smart kid he is. We sat and had an actual conversation over Olive Garden bread sticks and colored his menu together. So sweet. He's so different one on one. Oh the guilt I feel that he acts out for my attention.
I want to, have to, take more time to 'listen to his brain.'

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Changes

It has been 12 weeks today that J has joined our family. Twelve weeks ago, I was sending Q off to school and waiting for my mom to get here and drive to the hospital to forever change our lives.
Its been a big change. Biggest change-no nap time. I haven't been able to get a nap since leaving the hospital with J. I have seriously fallen off the face of the earth too, I don't have time to myself at all anymore, and don't get to do all the things I used to during the kids nap time, like nap, or talk to friends or anything. I'm still waiting for J to fall into a sleep routine during the day. He often sleeps thru the night, but figuring out daytime naps is a challenge. Maybe I'll get 20-30minutes from him, but I cannot predict it. If my one diligent friend didn't call me every so often to see if I'm among the living, I'd have no contact with the outside world. She is tolerant of me yelling at my kids mid conversation, and provides me with important Facebook status of everyone at church. I'm so thankful she hasn't give up on me, so thanks Janet, if you still read.
I try to get to Bible study and MOPS, but often wonder why. I spend my whole time there trying to keep the J kritter quiet and am often stressed about it.
Another big change for me is getting out of the house. Before J was born, I would almost panic if I didn't have someplace to go everyday. I don't like being couped up, and would go out almost everyday. But now, I almost dread leaving the house. It mainly has to do with the car and getting everyone in it. It makes me sweaty and angry every time. I'm trying not to be a spoiled brat here, but I wish I could video my get in the car routine. It would not be half as bad if it weren't for the snowy tundra around here and winter coats. (dude, I'm really ready for spring as we are expecting another snow fall tonight!). It wouldn't be bad either if B didn't think it was funny to kick me in the face as I buckle him into the back seat, or if he didn't think it was funny to run down the street if I don't carry him to the car.
Another big change for me too, is I actually leave the house to take Q to school without being showered or have makeup on. Yikes. That is huge for me. I'm saying this is only a temporary thing. I really don't like leaving the house feeling so raw and naked (and I'm aware how prideful and vain I seem).
There are many more changes that have come along with J. I just don't have time to write about them cause J is fussing and B needs some attention.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

What We've Been Up To (in pictures)






Watching the Eagles lose. Getting Big. Smiling. and.....MONSTER JAM!!!!!!

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Reflection

I just found a verse that perfectly fits 2010 for me.

1 LORD, you are my God;
I will exalt you and praise your name,
for in perfect faithfulness
you have done wonderful things,
things planned long ago.
Isaiah 25:1

When I think back to the events of 2010, I am in awe of God's faithfulness.
-Getting pregnant without trying, and having no complications with the pregnancy, and ultimately a perfect, sweet baby boy.
-A new job for Scott that allows him to be home approximately 6 hours more per day.
-Protection from not one but TWO car accidents while pregnant.
-A brush with cancer with an entire boatload of lessons to come with it. Still having my mom here and in good health.
-Having God show me how he has provided for me even more with friends and a church family.
-Seeing HIM in the little things in my day. Tiny things, like B cooperating with me when grocery shopping, knowing only God can make that two year old compliant when I ask HIM for help with him.
-Oodles and oodles more.

God is Good.
Praises!