Having four kids is hard.
I don't like being pregnant when I am pregnant. When I'm not pregnant, I think pregnancy is awesome. Why is that?
I no longer enjoy c-sections. The recovery gets longer and longer with each subsequent one.
The doctor said my uterus will likely fail if I were to get pregnant again.
But despite all this, I'm a tiny bit sad that D is the last baby in this house.
He's already so big and mostly sleeping through the night, and I'm sad its going so fast. I love a newborn, I love it when they take big deep breaths and sigh, and snuggle on your chest. Its blissful. I do know I have been blessed to have easier babies, so I do enjoy this stage so much.
I think I go through this phase with every baby, and then at about a year, or a little bit older, I start to get my sanity back and start enjoying NOT having a tiny baby. What's up with that?
I am a crazy person.
